Floored by the Lord

The other day I started my day by confessing, for the first time, my long history of abuse to a family member. Including from my aunt, God rest her soul. Brought us, back, a few bad memories. I had very few good memories of her, but she asked my forgiveness when she clearly knew she was dying, and I readily gave it. I saved over 500 new family photos, memories and a few ancestors. Even the family tree Jen out together. Below is one I found of a bunch of animals. The past week it seems I've been looking for many chances to go out and spend up my savings on stuff I don't need, despite a short pay period this month.  I went from 300 to 222 dollars. Some necessary...some not.  Last night I did something that could get me fired. I left the cash register drawer out on the legacy desk, (so awful I hesitated to write it)  We weren't closed, and though I kept it within a few feet of me, I put it down to go make a purchase at the register with Kelsey.  I felt so very horrible ...

 My title posts have not been much, lately. Thank you God, Jesus, for everything written. I'd have to think for a minute if I want to remember the major events of the past couple weeks. This thing of working with Jesus (Hey - Suse) is getting better, if 'better' means I'm being more tolerable and accepting.  I did wind up talking to Lindy about it and she said she'll talk and see if it's at least related to any illness. She told me to mentally track his bathroom trips and I did, and it didn't go any different than expected. So I told her that later. Else: I've been continuing working on my princess crochet collection. The spaghetti dinner at church went amazing and the kids had a blast. I took videos and photos. I've been working a LOT and casually doing cardio at the gym when I'm able. I bought the NLT Illustrated Study Bible and I'm already getting some use out of it. Bought bug traps and they've made live easier. Fleas are worse. Despi...